Just been reminded that it’s not such a big deal when normal people fall over.
Not in the same way it is when a Hypermobility syndrome sufferer falls over.
No drama for them.
Wish I was that normal.
Just been reminded that it’s not such a big deal when normal people fall over.
Not in the same way it is when a Hypermobility syndrome sufferer falls over.
No drama for them.
Wish I was that normal.
This so much.
I haven’t taken painkillers for over 2 weeks after they made me violently sick one weekend (turns out they don’t like being combined closely with a bottle of wine anymore).
The pain through my body the last 17 days has been agonizing but I struggled on through, trying to give my body a break.
I finally caved today and took the damn tablet again after lunch. Now, 4 hours later I’m in just as much pain and with ridiculously bad pain through my stomach.
Can today just stop being hard please?
In fact, can life just stop being hard for a bit please?
Have officially had to start using tomorrow’s spoons because boyfriend is being difficult.
Yay for being me sometimes.
All my chronicallyThis is how I feel in every single
Relationship or friendship I ever have and I hate it so much.illawesome friends who struggle with relationships need to watch this movie.. Seriously.
This so so much.
Not quite to her extent but still.
I fell over this evening on some mud on our pathway. He had to pick me up. She had to clean my cut for me as I couldnt reach.
And all I can think about is what agony I’ll be in tomorrow and for the rest of the week. Fucks Sake.
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May is Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome Awareness month and Hypermobility syndrome is often* also known as Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome Type 3… so I’m uploading this as part of the event at Zebrasneedzebras on deviantart.
(Used posemaniacs for reference)
The red markings roughly mark places where hypermobility syndrome can cause joint pain. They’re loosely based on zebra markings (zebras are often used to represent hypermobility and other ehlers-danlos conditions).
I got this image stuck in my mind after a hospital visit last year - I was given a form to fill out which had a small diagram of a human body, and I was told to circle the areas where I experienced pain.
I have a mild case of this - my joints never fully dislocate, I rarely experience pain in more than a few places at any time and sometimes there’s no pain at all. There are other symptoms, but typing out all of those would take a while…Honestly, I always find talking about this to be tricky: If I play down the symptoms, then I’m only adding to the misconception that Hypermobility Syndrome doesn’t cause any ‘real’ problems. …but I don’t want to risk going down the ‘damsel in distress’ route by ranting about every possible problem either.
So.
If you want to know more about the condition, this is my favourite online resource to share at the moment: http://www.dynakids.org/Documents/hypermobility.pdf
The first page gives a good overview for people who don’t have the condition and the rest goes into the kind of detail that people with the condition might appreciate.Other useful websites:
The NHS: http://www.nhs.uk/conditions/ehlers-danlos-syndrome/Pages/Introduction.aspx
http://www.nhs.uk/conditions/Joint-hypermobility/Pages/Introduction.aspx (includes clinical trials)
The HMSA: http://www.hypermobility.org/In my opinion, the best, most comprehensive, useful and affordable source of information about hypermobility syndrome is the <b>Joint Hypermobility Handbook by Brad T. Tinkle, MD, PhD. </b>
tl;dr: EDS-HM sucks. Red lines mark places that sometimes hurt. Distressed damsels only exist in fairytales.——-
*it used to be believed that hypermobility syndrome was a seperate condition, completely unrelated to the hypermobile type of Ehlers-Danlos. A popular and current theory is that two are the same condition, although possibly as different sub-groups. More on that here: http://hypermobile.co.uk/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=157&Itemid=37I read the joint hypermobiliy syndrome and got chills. Everything that I’ve felt in my life is written in this.
Actually this picture perfectly illustrates my pain areas. I’m affected in everyone one of them. Haven’t had a full dislocation yet, but many partial ones and it hurts like hell. I’m very simply somewhat uncomfortable physically all the time.
At last something that illustrates and explains my pain perfectly….
I had a brilliant time… well to start with I did.
But then the bitch kicked in. Next thing I knew I could do nothing but sit there and just try to move my shoulders in time to the music. My hips were giving me agony, my knees, my ankles, my back, even my shoulders and neck hurt.
One of my friends very kindly sat with me until we were leaving, it meant we missed out on a good 2 hours of partying.
And all because I’ve got this stupid fucking Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome.
For one night, all I wanted was to forget that although I’m only 20, my body acts like it’s 60+.
What made it all the worse is that the people I was out with, they don’t know about my problem. And I get sick of explaining it. And I get tired of having to acknowledge it as my reality. So they spent those last 2 hours thinking I was just being miserable and grumpy for no reason.
The only reason I was miserable was because of the pain levels. Other than that, I was having a great night.
But my god, I’m sick of my reality. If some one could take this one away and give me one that doesn’t contain EDS, I’d do almost anything….
That moment when the hand that holds the toothbrush slips whilst you’re brushing your teeth and you manage to take off several layers of skin in your mouth and make it bleed.
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