I went to Pilates this evening.
Spent the whole time feeling like my shoulders were going to pop out, and my hip was grinding and slipping in the socket… And my right knee tried to dislocate.
I was told Pilates was supposed to be good for me - it’s supposed to help me manage this pain better. Instead it’s making it worse. Wtf.
So frustrated in general with it right now. Would quite like it to all just stop and go away.
11 days until my heart echo which’ll hopefully mean they’ll make my diagnoses official instead of “well we’re confident it’s this but…” Yay.